37. I thought I was in love with my ex, who I was with for two and a bit years. Maybe I was, but I think that, the me, back then was in love with him but the present me is not. I grew out of loving him. I think people can love more than one person in their life. I believe different stages of our life’s leads to us falling in love with different people. So who knows, I have nothing to compare those feelings too.
38. Fall out Boy - What a Catch Donnie reminds me of my best friend Ian. We always had Fall Out Boy on his car when we went driving and we always sung that one the loudest and that was the final song we sang together as he dropped me off back home and what was playing when we said our final good bye before we move away from each other.
Thank you sweet heart! :3
I wish I knew that I deserved better from my ex and that the things he was doing was not right. I wish I knew that if I gave you a chance and you blew it, you do not deserve another let alone 50 more. I wish I knew that even though at age 15 being cheated on and lied to feels like the worst thing in the world and losing him felt like the end of the world. It wasn’t. He was scum. I deserved better and I was lucky to escape him. I wish I knew that trusting people you hardly know never ends well.
There are so many things I wish I knew in life but I believe if we know everything in life before we live it, there is no point in living.
Someone I want to be friends with, I guess I would have to go for the guy I met on Twitter who will be living in the block of flats next to mine in our Univeristy accommodation. We get on so well and I really hope when we meet tomorrow we can be friends, I am pretty sure we will be :) And also the people I will be living with, I hope to become good friends with them all, especially the girls, I only have one extremely close female friend so I would adore to make some new ones at uni :)
I would not give my number out publicly, or to anyone I have never spoken to. But if we are talking, getting along and stuff then sure, ask for my number! Texting is the easiest way to contact me so I would be more than happy to :)
25. Talking about ex-best friends for me gets, emotional. As I have a few. I have recently lost quite a few ‘best friends’ who turned out to be horrible bitches. All my high school best friends ended up, screwing me over and dating my boyfriends / crushes. The two most recent were the hardest to lose though. One girl, I was so close with. Never really been this close to a girl before (besides my childhood best friend who i class as a sister) we were best friends for years but I then started to realise she was a nasty person and was not treating me or anyone around her properly. I tried to make it work but in the end she was too much to deal with. A lot happened, a lot of personal things were brought up and things got too much. My other best female friend, has honestly just gone crazy bitch at me and stopped talking to me. I have no had great luck with making friends.
40. The most fitting thing to talk about when asked about the end of something in my life is right now. I am moving to Chichester tomorrow for Uni. This means I am leaving my old life behind and moving to the other end of the country. I am moving away from this tiny village and starting a brand new life. I am leaving behind some amazing people and I have had to sacrifice some incredible relationships and some relationships which had the potential to be perfect. All in order to go and live and chase my dream. This is the end of this chapter in my life, this huge chapter. My life tomorrow is going to completely change. I cannot wait.